(This is the "W" position)
I had an emotional break down a couple days ago where I just cried for hours. It is one of the hardest things to watch your child slowly disappear each day. I know she is still the same person but she is getting trapped inside her body more and more. She is no longer pulling to stand, can't focus enough to put food in her mouth, when you ask her to grab something, you have to wait even longer for her to be able to do it (if she can), she isn't crawling, and many more things.
Seizure" videos I posted on here a while back (click on "Seizure" to watch the video if you haven't seen it yet)? Well I figure out that those aren't seizures. She does that when she is being over stimulated or when she is being pushed hard to do something. When doing PT, she would always start to do that because the PT would push her to work hard. Or when she is in public places and there are a lot of people or a lot going on. Now she does that when you ask her to do something small. Her brain is getting more and more clogged with dead brain cells that the signal her brain is sending out to get her body to move is getting more and more un clear. She is now doing this when working with any therapist.